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Monday, May 12, 2008

Life and it's changes...

I am currently sitting in a place I haven't sat in years... My chair in my room in NC! It has been 3 years since I have called NC home. I know that God has called me here. But my heart wants to disagree. I left a lot of people in TX that I did not want to leave. To some I said goodbye but others see you later. I would be naive to think that I will see or talk to everyone again someday. But thankfully families like the Dilts & the Hellums and friends like Brittany, Chris & Melody. I will have in my life forever whether they like it or not! The EGGheads is a bond that sha'nt be broken! I have found anew understanding of Love & Friendship through many of them! This new season is promising to be one of growth but not without the occasional storm. I am learning that to grow we need food and water but to grow strong we have to learn to whether the storm. The years have had their toll on my life and it is typically clear by my appearance what my defense mechanism is the Lord is taking me out of my comfortable place and now He is setting me apart to teach me more about Him and my relationship with Him. He is growing me to become the woman He is calling me to be. Teaching me to submit to authority so as to learn to submit to my husband. Showing me how to care for myself so I can one day care for my children and family. I am excited to see what is next. Who is Alicia? To find out I am asking God to show me... Who are you God? Knowing God is the key to understanding who we are! I love y'all! ~ Alicia